Being back in the search for a SD I forgot how hard it was.
I now have a profile back on sa.com and its just so hard standing out in the crowd, I have never seen so many good looking women on one site lol. But I have my fingers crossed that magic can strike twice I am looking for an allowance of between £3-5k but if they are happy for my to continue living in Swansea then I can lower that to £2 - 3k as the flat I want here is only £500 pcm but I always aim high at first go and then see what happens.
I think we have been spoilt by the number of eastern european girls who are willing to be a cheap as anything, through my blog and on FB I have met some great people which I am very pleased about and one who is great at gving advice as I am finding I am a bit rusty at the moment lol. She said the best thing last night those who are flashy will be willing to give less than those who are discreet and that is soo true look at X he was discreetly very wealthy.
I think my confidence has been knocked quite a lot by X so am worrying about how I look, whether I am too big all the normal things that us girls go through.
But at least I know I have you guys here with me as well
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
Well my new life
Well its back to the daily grind I have a job interview on Thursday its as a receptionist for a solicitors and its very very bad pay, LOL its quite a culture shock getting used to my life again but hey I have been here before and I am damn well sure I can pick myself up again.
I am back on seekingarangement.com and I have a profile up, have had some replies but most guys seem to be from America and even if you are offering me a private jet I am nto travelling that far for a first date lol. It feels so strange to be back in the search again and there are so many other people looking this time its not like when I was on it before and of course I didnt meet X on any website.
I have lowered my expectations greatly and am looking for an allowance between
£3-£5k but I think there is just so much competition out there and am worried that my standards are just too high LOL.
Well as some of my facebook friends will see I have my pictures up on FB decided there was no reason to hide anymore, so a big hello to everyone and thanks to all of you for your messages of support.
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
I am back on seekingarangement.com and I have a profile up, have had some replies but most guys seem to be from America and even if you are offering me a private jet I am nto travelling that far for a first date lol. It feels so strange to be back in the search again and there are so many other people looking this time its not like when I was on it before and of course I didnt meet X on any website.
I have lowered my expectations greatly and am looking for an allowance between
£3-£5k but I think there is just so much competition out there and am worried that my standards are just too high LOL.
Well as some of my facebook friends will see I have my pictures up on FB decided there was no reason to hide anymore, so a big hello to everyone and thanks to all of you for your messages of support.
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Monday, June 15, 2009
Let the search begin
Well as heartless as this seems I am getting back on the horse and gonna find myself another SD bu this time I wont be lookin for love just a SD!
Ok so lots of people have been asking what happened, basically X offered me to one of his clients to help his deal along, he has never done anything like that before and I was shocked when he did suggest it. I have never felt so cheap in my life and due to that I wanted no ties in my life to him.
Now I look back on I wish I hadn't given the money and possessions back but at the time I had to do it. But at least I have no debt and I have my family that I can move back in with. I just told them I had lost my job due to recession and also that me and X had split up.
So this blog will take a new direction about my search to get my lifestyle back, I knwo I probably wont get the same amount but I am looking in the reigon of £3-£5k so keep your fingers crossed for me, unfortuantely I dont live in a big city so that makes it harder but hey ho the search will begin
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Ok so lots of people have been asking what happened, basically X offered me to one of his clients to help his deal along, he has never done anything like that before and I was shocked when he did suggest it. I have never felt so cheap in my life and due to that I wanted no ties in my life to him.
Now I look back on I wish I hadn't given the money and possessions back but at the time I had to do it. But at least I have no debt and I have my family that I can move back in with. I just told them I had lost my job due to recession and also that me and X had split up.
So this blog will take a new direction about my search to get my lifestyle back, I knwo I probably wont get the same amount but I am looking in the reigon of £3-£5k so keep your fingers crossed for me, unfortuantely I dont live in a big city so that makes it harder but hey ho the search will begin
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Saturday, June 13, 2009
hello and goodbye really
well this is a very strange blog for me to write but I am no longer a SB, me and X have split I never saw it coming but something happened which meant that I ended our relationship due to the reason and me ending it, I transfered all my money back to him and the posessions.
Seems very strange I know but the reason for us ending meant I did not want to be tied to X for any reason. I have now moved back home and am sitting here just contemplating life I have already decided that I may look for another SD at another time btu maybe I was too spoilt by X that my sights will be too high but who knows so maybe I will be back and maybe I wont.
I hope I do as I love the little community I have built up with you guys and am still more than happy to reply to emails.
It means that this year I had a very shit birthday but my friends have tried to pick me up and izzie will always be a BFF.
Well thats all I am going to write for now as is all still a bit raw.
Love you all
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Seems very strange I know but the reason for us ending meant I did not want to be tied to X for any reason. I have now moved back home and am sitting here just contemplating life I have already decided that I may look for another SD at another time btu maybe I was too spoilt by X that my sights will be too high but who knows so maybe I will be back and maybe I wont.
I hope I do as I love the little community I have built up with you guys and am still more than happy to reply to emails.
It means that this year I had a very shit birthday but my friends have tried to pick me up and izzie will always be a BFF.
Well thats all I am going to write for now as is all still a bit raw.
Love you all
Jess Bunny
xoxox
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