Well anyway I signed for this parcel thinking it was stuff I had ordered from Amazon for my Law degree. But no on top is single white rose, and underneath was two bags from X. God that man knows my weakness! And a not saying until I agree to go back to him, he will send me a gift so I am thinking right I am not going back to him for a year hahaha! I'm joking!
God this man knows how to work me this morning he sent me a bunch of white roses with a note saying for you nanni! The man remembered my nan's birthday, even I didnt till my mam rung and reminded me yesterday. So not only is he working the materialistic angle but he knows how important my family are too me. I cant believe how hard he is trying I am just shocked, maybe its cause I am feeling weak still cause of my bampi's death. The first grandparent to have passed and the fact he fought so hard for 7 tyears against cancer for it to take him so quickly, when the doctor was pleased with how he was doing has just broken me.
But to know I am missed by him as much as he misses me, and the thing that made me laugh a picture of the black AMEX card with my name on it and a note saying how the AMEX has missed me. I love little jokes like that!
But do I want to go back, I know I will never find another SD like him and certainly not one who will give me an allowance like he did, but can I really go backwards when I have only just started going forwards!
Love
Jess
xoxox
Oh by the way I have posted a video on my facebook profile so you can see me and see that I am real and do look like my pictures lol!
xoxox

