Is it just me???

Or has anyone else noticed that the longer your search continues the more Jaded you become, even if it is a guy who is extremly googable, know his photo is recent and seems really nice, these days instead of finding myself excited I am thinking right whats gonna go wrong with this one.

I thnk my problem is I had it too easy with X I met him in a different way, even though I was on SD dating sites I still met him in a natural way. And of course I was spoilt in what I had off him, and don't get me wrong I am in no way expecting something of a similar standard, my allowance expectation is £2.5 - 3k.

I think the other thing is a lot of men on the dating sites are looking for a easy shag or send you a message or its in his profile that he is not looking to be a sugardaddy, I am sorry then I do not understand why you are on the website. It would be like me joining a "I love darts" website when I dont. A bit of a random comparison but you girls know what I mean LOL.

I wish I was one of the girls who could ask for a present before a meeting or get a guy to send me presents before we meet, but I just don't seem to meet those kind of guys, maybe it's a american thing LOL.

I do have two interesting dates lined up next week hopefully just gotta try and work out my work schedule and of course am going back to my flat tomorrow, couldn't be bothered to go home today so have stayed an extra day, but it does mean I wont have regular internet access which kind of hampers a girls SD seeking!

So how is everyone else feeling about there sugar lives, I see from other blogs I am not the only one who is feeling a bit disheartened by it all

Love

Jess
xoxox