how things are going

Well to be honest the are stuck at the moment I am not really keeping up with SA so not really getting my profile seen, I have joined a new site called elitemeeting.com, but the joining fee is £197.99 so I am going to access my emails which is a pain as I have only been a member a week and I have 89 emails!!!! aaahh, god I wish I had a guy I could just ask to wire me money like some of you girls do, if you know of anyone who wants to help a girl out send them my way hehehe!!

So Mr Salt & Pepper went all quiet and to be honest I am not going to chase, I sent him one text after a week of not hearing from him but that's it, if he has found someone else, good for him, but no mans wants something that will be handed to him on a plate, successfull men like to chase, to feel they have caught a prize.

I have heard from Izzie and apparently X already has a new girl, I dont think she would appreciate some of the emails he has been sending me, but I havent even dignified them with a answer.

To be honest I have had some weak moments were I have just thought how much easier it would be to go back to him, I have so many bills piling up starting to get the old red letters through aaahh!!! I have been looking for work since I got back home but hey its recession and no one near me is hiring - If anyone knows of any good work from home opportunites let me know.


Its been quite a crappy few weeks my uncle died 2 weeks ago and was buried last tuesday, but of a shock as it was so sudden and he was only 51, makes you realise how short life is. It weird how much death has been around me recently but then I suppose thats life maybe one of them will look out for me and bring me a SD or even a job I wouldn't mind either at the moment LOL.

Love

Jess
xoxox

hello

Hi all,

Sorry I haven't written for so long just had a lot going on at the moment, one of my best friends from back home died unexpectedly so have been a bit caught up with dealing with that.

X has been wonderul throughout this hard time for me, and really shown me he cares, I haven't really been out much but I have decided now is the time to start living again my mates death shows that you need to live life for now.

So girlies hold onto your hats cause today I am going on a shopping trip to end all shopping trips ha ha. Let everyone know I am back

Have missed you all

Love

Jess Bunny

xxx