Okay so he is trying to Woo

I was annoyed this morning woke up at 8am because some idiot was pounding on the door, so I ran down stairs and shouted fuck off. Only for some poor man to say "I am sorry, I just wanted to deliver this parcel" How frikin bad did I feel. Its just I ended up having friends over late last night they had been out and cause I was poor I couldn't go so at 12am they all poured into my flat, and lets just say a lot of fun was had, the last person didn't leave till 5am!

Well anyway I signed for this parcel thinking it was stuff I had ordered from Amazon for my Law degree. But no on top is single white rose, and underneath was two bags from X. God that man knows my weakness! And a not saying until I agree to go back to him, he will send me a gift so I am thinking right I am not going back to him for a year hahaha! I'm joking!

 

God this man knows how to work me this morning he sent me a bunch of white roses with a note saying for you nanni! The man remembered my nan's birthday, even I didnt till my mam rung and reminded me yesterday. So not only is he working the materialistic angle but he knows how important my family are too me. I cant believe how hard he is trying I am just shocked, maybe its cause I am feeling weak still cause of my bampi's death. The first grandparent to have passed and the fact he fought so hard for 7 tyears against cancer for it to take him so quickly, when the doctor was pleased with how he was doing has just broken me.

But to know I am missed by him as much as he misses me, and the thing that made me laugh a picture of the black AMEX card with my name on it and a note saying how the AMEX has missed me. I love little jokes like that!

But do I want to go back, I know I will never find another SD like him and certainly not one who will give me an allowance like he did, but can I really go backwards when I have only just started going forwards!

Love

Jess

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Oh by the way I have posted a video on my facebook profile so you can see me and see that I am real and do look like my pictures lol!

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Good point

Some one made a good comment in a rude way today

"You are such a dumb nut!! Are you aware of the recession? and i bet u dont have 100K cash in the bank. If something was to happen to ur SD(god forbidd) Are u the beneficiary can u still keep the Black Card ummm..didnt think so."

Notice how they didn't leave their name or anything - suprise!

I do actually have savings of over 600k spread across bank accounts in switzerland, which X sorted out for me and every so often I make another deposit in them. Also the flat is now in my name along with all my jewellery. I was very aware one of the first things I should do was to save as I had no idea how long this would last was to puy away a small amount each month from my monthly allowance, this is why I say that no bills and such should be put into your name, so that they allowance you have is for yourself and if the agreement ends you do not want bills in your name.

It always makes me laugh when people talk like I dont realise what is going on with the world, I have friends and family and coming from a small town it is affecting them. At the moment I am paying my sisters rent from my "faboulosly paid job". my fmaily think I have I send money to my parents and at them moment out of the money I recieve I am also covering Lily's expenses whilst she is in London. So yes whilst this blog does mostly cover all the great things along with some advice Please don't leave stupid comments about what I do. It always makes me laugh that the people who do, don't leave their names or anything!

Jess Bunny
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