Thank the lord they have finally given me my accounts back

Well its been a struggle but finally had my blogger and facebook account given back after someone took them and changed the passwords and then wrote to the companies saying my email address had been compromised and changed a load of stuff. The weird thing is though they have never actually done anything with them so why take them??

Anyway enough about them more about my stuff I am still with X and we are doing very well, I am still working though only part time 3 days a week and I am still doing my Law degree. My allowance is back upto £10k per month though to be honest if I wanted more I could just ask, but I also have my own money coming in as well not loads but enough and this time round its not just all about the cars and the bags, its about making a life for myself. But hey don't get me wrong I am still loving my fashion and my bling hahaha!!

I am back to wearing a band on my wedding finger and I know what I have with X is amazing and thank the lord that I don't have to be looking.

Well Valentines day has been and gone  and X was very generous, with stuff for the flat and for me. I got a lush new 52" TV,a ipad, a lush new buttery leather corner sofa after I put a big cigarette hole in my other one, a new desktop apple computer for all my uni work. And for the fun stuff some 212 sexy perfume along with Sarah Jessica Parker Lovely perfume. A stunning new Diamond ring, a victoria beckham hexagonal crocodile skin bag, a couple of pairs of ysl tribute shoes and chrissy loubs and a lush new mulberry bayswater bag. I was very spoiled but this is because we didn't do xmas gifts really so was a bit of a combination of both.

Love

Jess Bunny
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Finally have the internet back again!!!

So sorry about the delay in writing but my internet was playing up and when I went over to the library to update for some reason they had blocked blogger.com. But X has given me a PAYG internet dongle with £500 loaded so that should keep me going for a bit.

Ok so X well I have been on a date with him since I last wrote and a lot of our issues were resolved especially over what he did for us to break up. I told him how I felt and to be fair the man held his hands up, and said I fucked up, and was trying to act like the big man! Are we back together no, do I get an allowance from him no, but I have told him I will think about it, with some rules in place.

I wont move back to London - I got too wrapped up in his world, and with my grandfather dying in July its made me realise I dont want to, nor can i be away from my family at the moment!

It wont be a case of me dropping everything for him -  I have built up a new life for myself again and wont be running to him on his demand.

As before there are to be no others - of course there is still the wife, but if I was to hear about another SB we would be done.

And finally the money I gave back to him, when our relationship ended I want back this may seem weird but I gave that back in anger and this time I wouldnt be doing something as dumb as that!

And he has agreed to those points and put some off his own in, but his I will keep to myself, as they are more personal to him and people who knew him or his circle would know who I was talking about.

But still something holds me back back I have told him I will give him a decision by the end of the month. But in the mean time he has sent me another present a lovely pair of Louboutins will add a picture for you they are just a standard pair but they will help me when I am going on my job interviews, yes that will also be something thats different I will be working I will not depend on a man  again and to be honest I think I would be bored going back completly to my old life but we will se what happens.

Love

Jess
xoxox

A little crazy.....

So I went shopping all this week and i just worked out how much I spent £14k, shit I haven't spent like that in a long time but my mum's birthday is coming up this month and it was mothers day. For my mum's birthday I have paid for her and her 3 best friends to go to new york and given her $1500 to spend, she also has a spa package and some clothes and a Louis Vitton overnight bag. And for mothers day well she got a diamond and sapphire tennis bracelet, which she thinks is made from created diamonds but is actually very real so if she loses it I will kill her,lol.

I finally got myself my Bentley GTC I had it done in White with beige leather interior it is absolutely gorgeous, well I think I am in love with this car he he.

Me and X are still getting along really well and we just seem to be getting better and better every day, his wife is turning into a bit of a party animal so we are able to see each other more and more he spends a lot of his time with me now. And we have finally managed to book a holiday away together we are going back to Dubai in May so I can stock up on some jewellery. I haven't yet found the house I want to buy so am still renting my apartment but at least I can hold out till I find the perfect one.

So I have been chatting to someone I met through Craigslist about finding a SD. she seems to have had some really crappy experinces throught the sites and guys being fake and promising the world and never delivering.

So how have your experinces been girlies and any guys who are reading this - have you met anyone who isn't quite what they made themselves out to be.

Love

Jess Bunny

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The pitfalls of this relationship

OK so this is in answer to a comment left on my last blog, you say you are in love with him that's great but you need to be realistic does he have a wife, if no then fab but don't put to much pressure on him, if he has a wife I'm sorry to be harsh but he wont divorce her, it will cost him to much money. I love X with all my heart and he is the only guy I am with, but it is hard knowing he goes home to his wife and shares a bed with her, but girls don't put pressure on him he is in this relationship as he doesn't want the hassle of leaving his wife and kids or the mundane things that happen in a normal relationship. Yes me and X argue the difference being when we make up I get some diamonds :) But don't break up with him just cause you are falling in love just accept that this may never be as out in the open as you like and you will have the most fantastic relationship of your life.

The biggest pitfall is other women, once they realise what kind of relationship you have they will do anything to try and replace you but just play it cool, don't act jealous at least not around your SD and have fun with it. If you start to get jealous and whiny why would he continue with that when that is the kind of relationship he has at home. Just remember you have and only you can lose him. Yes there will be thinner women and prettier women but he has invested time in you and most businessmen hate to see a investment go down the drain. Most sugar daddys are alpha males and they need their ego massaged so if you see a girl checking him out, point it out, when I tell X some stunning blonde is checking him out you see his chest puffing out, but I know he is coming back to me be secure in your relationship or you will lose it.

Then of course you get the women who think this relationship is degrading to women, god this kind of relationship has been going on for centuries the only difference is now men and women have given it a different name and there are people actively searching for this kind of relationship. Most people I know would love my life I don't have to work, I can go into any shop and purchase whatever I want and I don't have to worry about where my next meal is coming from. What is so bad about that. Yes I could have done it on my own but you know what I didn't want to, I wanted the whole princess lifestyle and I am damn glad I am fortunate to have it.

Well rant over

Glad you girls are liking the blog it means a lot to me, so spread the world to all your sugar baby and sugar daddy friends. Abd keep the comments coming I love reading them in the morning, they mean a lot to me.

Love

Jess Bunny

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