Well its been a struggle but finally had my blogger and facebook account given back after someone took them and changed the passwords and then wrote to the companies saying my email address had been compromised and changed a load of stuff. The weird thing is though they have never actually done anything with them so why take them??
Anyway enough about them more about my stuff I am still with X and we are doing very well, I am still working though only part time 3 days a week and I am still doing my Law degree. My allowance is back upto £10k per month though to be honest if I wanted more I could just ask, but I also have my own money coming in as well not loads but enough and this time round its not just all about the cars and the bags, its about making a life for myself. But hey don't get me wrong I am still loving my fashion and my bling hahaha!!
I am back to wearing a band on my wedding finger and I know what I have with X is amazing and thank the lord that I don't have to be looking.
Well Valentines day has been and gone and X was very generous, with stuff for the flat and for me. I got a lush new 52" TV,a ipad, a lush new buttery leather corner sofa after I put a big cigarette hole in my other one, a new desktop apple computer for all my uni work. And for the fun stuff some 212 sexy perfume along with Sarah Jessica Parker Lovely perfume. A stunning new Diamond ring, a victoria beckham hexagonal crocodile skin bag, a couple of pairs of ysl tribute shoes and chrissy loubs and a lush new mulberry bayswater bag. I was very spoiled but this is because we didn't do xmas gifts really so was a bit of a combination of both.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
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Thursday, February 24, 2011
Monday, October 4, 2010
Finally have the internet back again!!!
So sorry about the delay in writing but my internet was playing up and when I went over to the library to update for some reason they had blocked blogger.com. But X has given me a PAYG internet dongle with £500 loaded so that should keep me going for a bit.
Ok so X well I have been on a date with him since I last wrote and a lot of our issues were resolved especially over what he did for us to break up. I told him how I felt and to be fair the man held his hands up, and said I fucked up, and was trying to act like the big man! Are we back together no, do I get an allowance from him no, but I have told him I will think about it, with some rules in place.
I wont move back to London - I got too wrapped up in his world, and with my grandfather dying in July its made me realise I dont want to, nor can i be away from my family at the moment!
It wont be a case of me dropping everything for him - I have built up a new life for myself again and wont be running to him on his demand.
As before there are to be no others - of course there is still the wife, but if I was to hear about another SB we would be done.
And finally the money I gave back to him, when our relationship ended I want back this may seem weird but I gave that back in anger and this time I wouldnt be doing something as dumb as that!
And he has agreed to those points and put some off his own in, but his I will keep to myself, as they are more personal to him and people who knew him or his circle would know who I was talking about.
But still something holds me back back I have told him I will give him a decision by the end of the month. But in the mean time he has sent me another present a lovely pair of Louboutins will add a picture for you they are just a standard pair but they will help me when I am going on my job interviews, yes that will also be something thats different I will be working I will not depend on a man again and to be honest I think I would be bored going back completly to my old life but we will se what happens.
Love
Jess
xoxox
Ok so X well I have been on a date with him since I last wrote and a lot of our issues were resolved especially over what he did for us to break up. I told him how I felt and to be fair the man held his hands up, and said I fucked up, and was trying to act like the big man! Are we back together no, do I get an allowance from him no, but I have told him I will think about it, with some rules in place.
I wont move back to London - I got too wrapped up in his world, and with my grandfather dying in July its made me realise I dont want to, nor can i be away from my family at the moment!
It wont be a case of me dropping everything for him - I have built up a new life for myself again and wont be running to him on his demand.
As before there are to be no others - of course there is still the wife, but if I was to hear about another SB we would be done.
And finally the money I gave back to him, when our relationship ended I want back this may seem weird but I gave that back in anger and this time I wouldnt be doing something as dumb as that!
And he has agreed to those points and put some off his own in, but his I will keep to myself, as they are more personal to him and people who knew him or his circle would know who I was talking about.
But still something holds me back back I have told him I will give him a decision by the end of the month. But in the mean time he has sent me another present a lovely pair of Louboutins will add a picture for you they are just a standard pair but they will help me when I am going on my job interviews, yes that will also be something thats different I will be working I will not depend on a man again and to be honest I think I would be bored going back completly to my old life but we will se what happens.
Love
Jess
xoxox
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Okay so he is trying to Woo
I was annoyed this morning woke up at 8am because some idiot was pounding on the door, so I ran down stairs and shouted fuck off. Only for some poor man to say "I am sorry, I just wanted to deliver this parcel" How frikin bad did I feel. Its just I ended up having friends over late last night they had been out and cause I was poor I couldn't go so at 12am they all poured into my flat, and lets just say a lot of fun was had, the last person didn't leave till 5am!
Well anyway I signed for this parcel thinking it was stuff I had ordered from Amazon for my Law degree. But no on top is single white rose, and underneath was two bags from X. God that man knows my weakness! And a not saying until I agree to go back to him, he will send me a gift so I am thinking right I am not going back to him for a year hahaha! I'm joking!
Well anyway I signed for this parcel thinking it was stuff I had ordered from Amazon for my Law degree. But no on top is single white rose, and underneath was two bags from X. God that man knows my weakness! And a not saying until I agree to go back to him, he will send me a gift so I am thinking right I am not going back to him for a year hahaha! I'm joking!
God this man knows how to work me this morning he sent me a bunch of white roses with a note saying for you nanni! The man remembered my nan's birthday, even I didnt till my mam rung and reminded me yesterday. So not only is he working the materialistic angle but he knows how important my family are too me. I cant believe how hard he is trying I am just shocked, maybe its cause I am feeling weak still cause of my bampi's death. The first grandparent to have passed and the fact he fought so hard for 7 tyears against cancer for it to take him so quickly, when the doctor was pleased with how he was doing has just broken me.
But to know I am missed by him as much as he misses me, and the thing that made me laugh a picture of the black AMEX card with my name on it and a note saying how the AMEX has missed me. I love little jokes like that!
But do I want to go back, I know I will never find another SD like him and certainly not one who will give me an allowance like he did, but can I really go backwards when I have only just started going forwards!
Love
Jess
xoxox
Oh by the way I have posted a video on my facebook profile so you can see me and see that I am real and do look like my pictures lol!
xoxox
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Oh and here are my pictures of my presents of X
Ok so here is a link to a picture of my presents. Aah I love these scarfs and X knew that and still remembered!
Oh and have just realised its grey not white, but god they are so cute! I have spoken to X and thanked him and we ended up speaking for 2 hours but just still stuck over what to do! Aaaah my heart is telling me yes but my head is a muddle!
Love
Jess
xoxox
Jealousy is a terrible thing
I understand the temptation of going this route, but it isn't right, now is it? Make no mistake about it, you shouldn't and probably deep down you don't, respect yourself. You can make your life whatever you want it to be. If you are in love with someone and you struggle financially, you find a way to make it work. You don't become some rich guys whore, and trade your dignity for material things. Sorry."
This is the comment I woke upto this morning, it was on one of the early blogs where I was still with X and leading the high life, all I can say is jealousy is a terrible thing sweetheart! People make me laugh when they judge the SB life if you dont like it dont read about it why come on someones' blog just to judge them, you must have been looking for stuff about sugarbabies. That makes you very dumb!
Now I keep getting emails asking how to get gifts on a first date or shall I sleep with him on first date to get an arrangement started. My answer NO! This isn't the deli counter its not try before you buy, this is the start of a realtionship and me I dont believe you shoudl give it up on the first date, if he isnt happy with that, then lets be honest he will probably keep you around for a little bit and then you wont hear from him again it wont be a long term thing! And that's coming from my experiences and others who have contacted me wondering why the guy has stoppeed contacting them or taking their calls.
Any guy can flash the cash for a couple of weeks for a day at a time, this is the long game not short term!
For me a pay per visit is not a sugarbaby that is an escort and I do not mean to offend someone if thats what they choose, but a sugarbaby is more than meeting for dinner and sex and getting a evenlope of cash and then your on your way its about finding a guy you conect with, that can help you financially, or with gifts, or with living a lifestyle you want to!
After all there are a number of SB types but for me the main three are:
Allowance SB - a SB who wants an allowance month in month out, the most standard of SB's really its the holy grail of SB's as there arent many SD's out there who are looking to do this!
Gift SB - the SB who just wants some expensive gifts, to be taken shopping, taken on spa days, the odd week away. To be honest this is the most common SD as most men can't afford to be the Allowance SD without their partner becoming suspicious if they have one, or have the time to justify the allowance most SB's want!
Lifestyle SB - this is the SB who just wants to live in the lifestyle maybe being taken to polo, going out to the best resturants, stay in the best hotel, go to the nicest holiday destinations, this SB doesn't wants gifts or an allowance she just wants to live in the lifestyle for a couple of hours a week or month, this is also more fitting of the Sb who also just wants a mentor!
So for me girls my best advice stop giving it up so quick! And stop with the mulitple SD's no SD wants to feel like he is just one of many after all most SD's have big ego's just some of them have the wallets to match!
Now whats going on in my life I was in london over the weekend seeing Izzie, and who did I run into but X!!! I didnt sleep with him but I did give him my card with my address and telephone number! We spoke for hours and well the spark has never gone, so I get home and my neighbour stops me and says she has a package for me that got delievered on sunday.
I open it up and inside are 3 Alexander McQueen scarfs one pink, one white and one black!God this man knows my taste so well.
There was also a not inside now I am not going to tell you everything but basically he tells me he is sorry, that he still loves me and wants me back in his life! And I am seriously thinking about it. I never stopped loving X and to be honest no-one has compared to him in the SD dating world or the regular dating world!
If I do go into it again though some stuff will be changing for a start I wont be moving to London I love my life back home and being so close to my family especially after my bampi passed away so recently I still can't believe its coming upto 2 months that he left us! And secondly if I do give him a second chance this is it! Any mistakes and he wont see me again. I have been pretty good at not contacting him and not weakening, but after my bampi passed I realised life is too short and everyone is allowed one mistake in a relationship and can I really let that one mistake wipe out all the years of happiness!
OOh have been reading loads this past 6 months from a woman called Lousie bagshawe her books are amazing and are all about women coming from nothing to an amazing life. Hopefully you will love them as much as me!
"
Venus Envy
Venus Envy
This is the comment I woke upto this morning, it was on one of the early blogs where I was still with X and leading the high life, all I can say is jealousy is a terrible thing sweetheart! People make me laugh when they judge the SB life if you dont like it dont read about it why come on someones' blog just to judge them, you must have been looking for stuff about sugarbabies. That makes you very dumb!
Now I keep getting emails asking how to get gifts on a first date or shall I sleep with him on first date to get an arrangement started. My answer NO! This isn't the deli counter its not try before you buy, this is the start of a realtionship and me I dont believe you shoudl give it up on the first date, if he isnt happy with that, then lets be honest he will probably keep you around for a little bit and then you wont hear from him again it wont be a long term thing! And that's coming from my experiences and others who have contacted me wondering why the guy has stoppeed contacting them or taking their calls.
Any guy can flash the cash for a couple of weeks for a day at a time, this is the long game not short term!
For me a pay per visit is not a sugarbaby that is an escort and I do not mean to offend someone if thats what they choose, but a sugarbaby is more than meeting for dinner and sex and getting a evenlope of cash and then your on your way its about finding a guy you conect with, that can help you financially, or with gifts, or with living a lifestyle you want to!
After all there are a number of SB types but for me the main three are:
Allowance SB - a SB who wants an allowance month in month out, the most standard of SB's really its the holy grail of SB's as there arent many SD's out there who are looking to do this!
Gift SB - the SB who just wants some expensive gifts, to be taken shopping, taken on spa days, the odd week away. To be honest this is the most common SD as most men can't afford to be the Allowance SD without their partner becoming suspicious if they have one, or have the time to justify the allowance most SB's want!
Lifestyle SB - this is the SB who just wants to live in the lifestyle maybe being taken to polo, going out to the best resturants, stay in the best hotel, go to the nicest holiday destinations, this SB doesn't wants gifts or an allowance she just wants to live in the lifestyle for a couple of hours a week or month, this is also more fitting of the Sb who also just wants a mentor!
So for me girls my best advice stop giving it up so quick! And stop with the mulitple SD's no SD wants to feel like he is just one of many after all most SD's have big ego's just some of them have the wallets to match!
Now whats going on in my life I was in london over the weekend seeing Izzie, and who did I run into but X!!! I didnt sleep with him but I did give him my card with my address and telephone number! We spoke for hours and well the spark has never gone, so I get home and my neighbour stops me and says she has a package for me that got delievered on sunday.
I open it up and inside are 3 Alexander McQueen scarfs one pink, one white and one black!God this man knows my taste so well.
There was also a not inside now I am not going to tell you everything but basically he tells me he is sorry, that he still loves me and wants me back in his life! And I am seriously thinking about it. I never stopped loving X and to be honest no-one has compared to him in the SD dating world or the regular dating world!
If I do go into it again though some stuff will be changing for a start I wont be moving to London I love my life back home and being so close to my family especially after my bampi passed away so recently I still can't believe its coming upto 2 months that he left us! And secondly if I do give him a second chance this is it! Any mistakes and he wont see me again. I have been pretty good at not contacting him and not weakening, but after my bampi passed I realised life is too short and everyone is allowed one mistake in a relationship and can I really let that one mistake wipe out all the years of happiness!
OOh have been reading loads this past 6 months from a woman called Lousie bagshawe her books are amazing and are all about women coming from nothing to an amazing life. Hopefully you will love them as much as me!
"
Venus Envy
Venus EnvyThursday, January 22, 2009
I couldnt be bothered with shopping until today
And now I have been a bad girl and gone a little overboard HAHAHA!
Me and online shopping are like the devil when we get together, but god it was so worth it. I have bought myself one of those power plate machines, you know those things that vibrate well I am on my little health fix and on this you just have to stand on it in different positions and boom its great!!!
But apart from that as you girls all know I have a little problem with the high street and well me and River Island havent been friends for a few months since Leigh and well know I have spent over £3000 but guys I do have over 60 items coming to me so that isnt bad, now I am not one of those girls who buys a new wardrobe for every season but once I started I just couldn't stop also some are for my best mate Lily who has a few SD dates coming up which is all from the adverts we put up for her which is fun.
Lily obviously stopped looking when Leigh died but now well as heartless as it sounds life has to go on, and Leigh was the biggest believer in that. And well also he loved hearing about our crazy life in London. I got asked in a comment was asking £5-£10k a bit optomistic in this current climate, well no not when you aren't looking at guys whose net worth is small and would be based on his annual salary. I think in this current time if you are looking for a big monthly allowance then it is going to have to be a guy whose net worth is £50 million plus. And who wont have to depend on their annual salary for your allowance
As much as this sounds really stupid and really calculated do you think the guys aren't going for the prettiest, the girls with the biggest boobs. These sites let you be really direct and if you aren't looking for love you just want fun with a guy who you like that can give you a good life for however long you last the treat it a bit like a business venture and aim for the best. Its just like fishing you just need to have the right bait.
So anyway back to the clothes well I bought so much that my wardrobes are now at bursting point so me and Lily are going to have the 3rd bedroom of my flat made into a walk in wardrobe/dressing room you know like the ones starts have so if anyone knows of any companys that do these please let me know.
Its so good to be back guys Oh and I have also set up a hotmail account so you can email me privately with any questions?
jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Me and online shopping are like the devil when we get together, but god it was so worth it. I have bought myself one of those power plate machines, you know those things that vibrate well I am on my little health fix and on this you just have to stand on it in different positions and boom its great!!!
But apart from that as you girls all know I have a little problem with the high street and well me and River Island havent been friends for a few months since Leigh and well know I have spent over £3000 but guys I do have over 60 items coming to me so that isnt bad, now I am not one of those girls who buys a new wardrobe for every season but once I started I just couldn't stop also some are for my best mate Lily who has a few SD dates coming up which is all from the adverts we put up for her which is fun.
Lily obviously stopped looking when Leigh died but now well as heartless as it sounds life has to go on, and Leigh was the biggest believer in that. And well also he loved hearing about our crazy life in London. I got asked in a comment was asking £5-£10k a bit optomistic in this current climate, well no not when you aren't looking at guys whose net worth is small and would be based on his annual salary. I think in this current time if you are looking for a big monthly allowance then it is going to have to be a guy whose net worth is £50 million plus. And who wont have to depend on their annual salary for your allowance
As much as this sounds really stupid and really calculated do you think the guys aren't going for the prettiest, the girls with the biggest boobs. These sites let you be really direct and if you aren't looking for love you just want fun with a guy who you like that can give you a good life for however long you last the treat it a bit like a business venture and aim for the best. Its just like fishing you just need to have the right bait.
So anyway back to the clothes well I bought so much that my wardrobes are now at bursting point so me and Lily are going to have the 3rd bedroom of my flat made into a walk in wardrobe/dressing room you know like the ones starts have so if anyone knows of any companys that do these please let me know.
Its so good to be back guys Oh and I have also set up a hotmail account so you can email me privately with any questions?
jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
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