Well I am back to going on seekingarrangement.com but to be honest I find that sugardaddie.com has a better choice for UK daddies, they have more choice of new people it seems its always the same people on SA.com and to be honest I get more emails from SD.COM so its a better ego boost hehehe!
And trust me my ego is needing it at the moment I have put on a couple of pounds and look out of shape, I have attached a picture its not pretty girls, I have also changed my hair colour so letting your see that as well, have gotta hit the gym though so if anyone knows some good tips for tonight up and losing weight let me! As cant really afford a gym but wont be confident until I am back in shape its a bloody double edged sword.
So back to sd.com I have 8 messages waiting for me but at the moment with all my furniture costs and paint for the flat cant afford the £22 membership fee, it feels like I have taken such a huge step back and this is the kind of situation I was in when I first met X, so have been thinking a lot about him lately.
He is still texting and emailing but am still staying strong and no answering back Go me! :)
Now onto my girls the are all still really good, Izzie is coming to visit me next week once I am in my flat, claire has been dumped by the russian, but is out on the London scence and meeting bankers everywhere who love those trashy champagne bottles with sparklers in them!! LOL you gotta love them they are like Eurotrash hehehe. And Lily well fingers crossed she has a job coming up but has had to move back to our hometown but is travelling back and for for auditions
I hope I have some dates soon, thats what I really miss and now am living alone will make it a lot easier to go on those dates, so any SD's reading please ask away now hehehe!
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
An update
Well fingers crossed I am moving out next week, its a very grotty one bedroom flat but it will be my own as much as I love my folks living with them is a pain in the ASS!! Especially for my sugardaddy dating its hard to explain where you are going.
I have a date fingers crossed with a nice guy from Germany, he is willing to come over to me, only has time to meet for a few days each month which is great for me but can work with my budget. woo hoo!! Not gonna get too excited though as we all know where a lot of these men lead to, thats right nothing,lol.
I havent been online as my net is playing up at the moment, might have something to do with me not paying my bills but hey who knows lol.
Well I am off to read everyones blog and get myself updated will give more of a update tomorrow
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
I have a date fingers crossed with a nice guy from Germany, he is willing to come over to me, only has time to meet for a few days each month which is great for me but can work with my budget. woo hoo!! Not gonna get too excited though as we all know where a lot of these men lead to, thats right nothing,lol.
I havent been online as my net is playing up at the moment, might have something to do with me not paying my bills but hey who knows lol.
Well I am off to read everyones blog and get myself updated will give more of a update tomorrow
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Me and X
Well to stop all the debate no I would never ever get back with X to put me in a situation which to one of his clients makes me seem like a whore, thats doesn't sit well with me. Firstly we had been together for years so it wasn't like it was something new where he didn't know what my reaction would be, secondly he was the one who asked when we first started dating that I dont date other guys, which to be honest I wouldn't have anyway. We started this relationship as more of a mistress rather than a SB and just because I was his SB does not in any way mean he can degrade or belittle me.
If anyone was too except that just because they are a SB then me personally I think you are a fool, and you need to work on your self worth before you get into a SD relationship. No man whether he is buying you things or not should put you in the position X put me in. As for him emailing me, yes he emails me every day but no he never gets a reply and if he ever wants to know my thoughts on him he knows this blog address I am quite happy for him to read.
Ladies to suggest that I should accept this mistake because it isnt a normal relationship, I think if you would be willing to accept it you are selling yourself short, regardless of the type of relationship you are having, you SD should respect you regardless of the size of allowance you have.
I am loving the debate though ladies and this is just my thoughts on so please no one take offence but remember ladies, we are LADIES not whores, and just because a guy buys us things doesn't mean that he shouldn't respect you in the same way he respects any other woman.
If he wants to treat you like a whore treat him like a john I guarantee he wouldn't like it or accept it and neither should you.
The way I sum this up is if you had a BF who bought you some clothes or a piece of jewellery could he then offer you around to his friends, no this isn't the same type of relationship, but RESPECT is something all relationships should be built on whether it is a SD or BF relationship.
Remember debate is always healthy though :)
Love
Jess
xoxox
If anyone was too except that just because they are a SB then me personally I think you are a fool, and you need to work on your self worth before you get into a SD relationship. No man whether he is buying you things or not should put you in the position X put me in. As for him emailing me, yes he emails me every day but no he never gets a reply and if he ever wants to know my thoughts on him he knows this blog address I am quite happy for him to read.
Ladies to suggest that I should accept this mistake because it isnt a normal relationship, I think if you would be willing to accept it you are selling yourself short, regardless of the type of relationship you are having, you SD should respect you regardless of the size of allowance you have.
I am loving the debate though ladies and this is just my thoughts on so please no one take offence but remember ladies, we are LADIES not whores, and just because a guy buys us things doesn't mean that he shouldn't respect you in the same way he respects any other woman.
If he wants to treat you like a whore treat him like a john I guarantee he wouldn't like it or accept it and neither should you.
The way I sum this up is if you had a BF who bought you some clothes or a piece of jewellery could he then offer you around to his friends, no this isn't the same type of relationship, but RESPECT is something all relationships should be built on whether it is a SD or BF relationship.
Remember debate is always healthy though :)
Love
Jess
xoxox
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
how things are going
Well to be honest the are stuck at the moment I am not really keeping up with SA so not really getting my profile seen, I have joined a new site called elitemeeting.com, but the joining fee is £197.99 so I am going to access my emails which is a pain as I have only been a member a week and I have 89 emails!!!! aaahh, god I wish I had a guy I could just ask to wire me money like some of you girls do, if you know of anyone who wants to help a girl out send them my way hehehe!!
So Mr Salt & Pepper went all quiet and to be honest I am not going to chase, I sent him one text after a week of not hearing from him but that's it, if he has found someone else, good for him, but no mans wants something that will be handed to him on a plate, successfull men like to chase, to feel they have caught a prize.
I have heard from Izzie and apparently X already has a new girl, I dont think she would appreciate some of the emails he has been sending me, but I havent even dignified them with a answer.
To be honest I have had some weak moments were I have just thought how much easier it would be to go back to him, I have so many bills piling up starting to get the old red letters through aaahh!!! I have been looking for work since I got back home but hey its recession and no one near me is hiring - If anyone knows of any good work from home opportunites let me know.
Its been quite a crappy few weeks my uncle died 2 weeks ago and was buried last tuesday, but of a shock as it was so sudden and he was only 51, makes you realise how short life is. It weird how much death has been around me recently but then I suppose thats life maybe one of them will look out for me and bring me a SD or even a job I wouldn't mind either at the moment LOL.
Love
Jess
xoxox
So Mr Salt & Pepper went all quiet and to be honest I am not going to chase, I sent him one text after a week of not hearing from him but that's it, if he has found someone else, good for him, but no mans wants something that will be handed to him on a plate, successfull men like to chase, to feel they have caught a prize.
I have heard from Izzie and apparently X already has a new girl, I dont think she would appreciate some of the emails he has been sending me, but I havent even dignified them with a answer.
To be honest I have had some weak moments were I have just thought how much easier it would be to go back to him, I have so many bills piling up starting to get the old red letters through aaahh!!! I have been looking for work since I got back home but hey its recession and no one near me is hiring - If anyone knows of any good work from home opportunites let me know.
Its been quite a crappy few weeks my uncle died 2 weeks ago and was buried last tuesday, but of a shock as it was so sudden and he was only 51, makes you realise how short life is. It weird how much death has been around me recently but then I suppose thats life maybe one of them will look out for me and bring me a SD or even a job I wouldn't mind either at the moment LOL.
Love
Jess
xoxox
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Ok I think some bloggers are confused
When I read other peoples blog most of them I love and have built such a great sugar family on here and had some great chats on the phone with some of my sugar family. But others I read and I am sure they are confused about the difference between a sugarbaby and a hooker, I think that when they offer themselves out at £££ per visit they are scaring the SD's out there who may be for real but they dont give them a chance.
The way I look at it emails are slow and steady, most of these guys have busy lives and cant organise a date straight away, if they can are they really in such a high powered job.
Now I have nothing against high class escorts I know a girl who is one and she has a amazing life and I am sure we have all watched Belle De Jour and hey who wouldnt want that. But dont get confused between the two as it wont benefit you at all, and it may well put guys off.
To me the rules are if you cant google them they are not as high powered as they want you to believe, get them to put you in a hotel of your choosing even if you live in the city if they ask why tell them the truth, you need to see if they are serious and can meet your expectations, the resturant where yu meet - do they know where the bathrooms are? does the maitre D know them, if not why?
And of course the shoes, the wallet and watch my 3 things that will always give away a guy who is playing, do some research on the best brands and know what to look out for.
I do not mean to knock other girls blogs and mean no offence this is just my tips on why you may not have found your SD yet. Switch your mindframe from short term cash problems to long term cash benefit!!!
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
The way I look at it emails are slow and steady, most of these guys have busy lives and cant organise a date straight away, if they can are they really in such a high powered job.
Now I have nothing against high class escorts I know a girl who is one and she has a amazing life and I am sure we have all watched Belle De Jour and hey who wouldnt want that. But dont get confused between the two as it wont benefit you at all, and it may well put guys off.
To me the rules are if you cant google them they are not as high powered as they want you to believe, get them to put you in a hotel of your choosing even if you live in the city if they ask why tell them the truth, you need to see if they are serious and can meet your expectations, the resturant where yu meet - do they know where the bathrooms are? does the maitre D know them, if not why?
And of course the shoes, the wallet and watch my 3 things that will always give away a guy who is playing, do some research on the best brands and know what to look out for.
I do not mean to knock other girls blogs and mean no offence this is just my tips on why you may not have found your SD yet. Switch your mindframe from short term cash problems to long term cash benefit!!!
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Well its looking good
Well Mr salt and pepper is very googable whihc is very pleasing for me. He told me the name of his company which i goodled along with his name and his picture on there is different to both his profile and the ones he has sent me, so I at least know its him as we both turned on our webcams to prove it was us.
I told him what I would be looking for and he actually offered more. Which is always fun LOL. I am glad as we have chatted on the phone a lot and seem to get along very well and will be meeting up quite soon which is good!!
Oh and girls bird man is back on sa.com with 5 different profiles now each time with a different name - God that man gives me the creep even in his photos he looks really pervy and on 2 of the profiles he states the SB is for both him and his GF eeewww!!!
I havent been on FB for a while so sorry if I haven't replied to your emails just have a lot going on at the moment.
well thats it for now guy chat soon
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
I told him what I would be looking for and he actually offered more. Which is always fun LOL. I am glad as we have chatted on the phone a lot and seem to get along very well and will be meeting up quite soon which is good!!
Oh and girls bird man is back on sa.com with 5 different profiles now each time with a different name - God that man gives me the creep even in his photos he looks really pervy and on 2 of the profiles he states the SB is for both him and his GF eeewww!!!
I havent been on FB for a while so sorry if I haven't replied to your emails just have a lot going on at the moment.
well thats it for now guy chat soon
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Thursday, July 2, 2009
OMG
Well my lovely ladies just had to write this.
Net-a-porter my fave online store now has a outlet version for the stuff they can not sell or boought too much off, its good prices and you can get some great stuff at good prices. They do Herve Lerger for more than 40% off
Its called
www.theoutnet.com
Check it out girls
Love
Jess
xox
Net-a-porter my fave online store now has a outlet version for the stuff they can not sell or boought too much off, its good prices and you can get some great stuff at good prices. They do Herve Lerger for more than 40% off
Its called
www.theoutnet.com
Check it out girls
Love
Jess
xox
hello
Well the profile is up and running and I am having some good replies so far.
The best one is the owner of a hedge fund who is very handsome and has salt and pepper hair which I love on a man. He has houses both here and America and he seems very promising as he was the one who initiated contact, I have kind of sat back and not made the first move with emails and just seen what happens.
I have to say I have had some really lovely emails off everyone in this little sugar family we have created and they are really keeping me going.
I have been accepted onto a law degree course through the Open University and have been told I have funding which is great I can properly fufill my dreams so who knows maybe the whole X episode has worked out for the best and I love the fact that things are happening in my life, yes at the moment I dont have much self confidence but that can only be built one day at a time, oh and big thanks to everyone who reads this blog I cant believe I have passed 9000 readers that blows my mind!!!
Love
Jess
xoxox
The best one is the owner of a hedge fund who is very handsome and has salt and pepper hair which I love on a man. He has houses both here and America and he seems very promising as he was the one who initiated contact, I have kind of sat back and not made the first move with emails and just seen what happens.
I have to say I have had some really lovely emails off everyone in this little sugar family we have created and they are really keeping me going.
I have been accepted onto a law degree course through the Open University and have been told I have funding which is great I can properly fufill my dreams so who knows maybe the whole X episode has worked out for the best and I love the fact that things are happening in my life, yes at the moment I dont have much self confidence but that can only be built one day at a time, oh and big thanks to everyone who reads this blog I cant believe I have passed 9000 readers that blows my mind!!!
Love
Jess
xoxox
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Thursday, June 25, 2009
God I forgot how many liars
Being back in the search for a SD I forgot how hard it was.
I now have a profile back on sa.com and its just so hard standing out in the crowd, I have never seen so many good looking women on one site lol. But I have my fingers crossed that magic can strike twice I am looking for an allowance of between £3-5k but if they are happy for my to continue living in Swansea then I can lower that to £2 - 3k as the flat I want here is only £500 pcm but I always aim high at first go and then see what happens.
I think we have been spoilt by the number of eastern european girls who are willing to be a cheap as anything, through my blog and on FB I have met some great people which I am very pleased about and one who is great at gving advice as I am finding I am a bit rusty at the moment lol. She said the best thing last night those who are flashy will be willing to give less than those who are discreet and that is soo true look at X he was discreetly very wealthy.
I think my confidence has been knocked quite a lot by X so am worrying about how I look, whether I am too big all the normal things that us girls go through.
But at least I know I have you guys here with me as well
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
I now have a profile back on sa.com and its just so hard standing out in the crowd, I have never seen so many good looking women on one site lol. But I have my fingers crossed that magic can strike twice I am looking for an allowance of between £3-5k but if they are happy for my to continue living in Swansea then I can lower that to £2 - 3k as the flat I want here is only £500 pcm but I always aim high at first go and then see what happens.
I think we have been spoilt by the number of eastern european girls who are willing to be a cheap as anything, through my blog and on FB I have met some great people which I am very pleased about and one who is great at gving advice as I am finding I am a bit rusty at the moment lol. She said the best thing last night those who are flashy will be willing to give less than those who are discreet and that is soo true look at X he was discreetly very wealthy.
I think my confidence has been knocked quite a lot by X so am worrying about how I look, whether I am too big all the normal things that us girls go through.
But at least I know I have you guys here with me as well
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Friday, June 19, 2009
Well my new life
Well its back to the daily grind I have a job interview on Thursday its as a receptionist for a solicitors and its very very bad pay, LOL its quite a culture shock getting used to my life again but hey I have been here before and I am damn well sure I can pick myself up again.
I am back on seekingarangement.com and I have a profile up, have had some replies but most guys seem to be from America and even if you are offering me a private jet I am nto travelling that far for a first date lol. It feels so strange to be back in the search again and there are so many other people looking this time its not like when I was on it before and of course I didnt meet X on any website.
I have lowered my expectations greatly and am looking for an allowance between
£3-£5k but I think there is just so much competition out there and am worried that my standards are just too high LOL.
Well as some of my facebook friends will see I have my pictures up on FB decided there was no reason to hide anymore, so a big hello to everyone and thanks to all of you for your messages of support.
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
I am back on seekingarangement.com and I have a profile up, have had some replies but most guys seem to be from America and even if you are offering me a private jet I am nto travelling that far for a first date lol. It feels so strange to be back in the search again and there are so many other people looking this time its not like when I was on it before and of course I didnt meet X on any website.
I have lowered my expectations greatly and am looking for an allowance between
£3-£5k but I think there is just so much competition out there and am worried that my standards are just too high LOL.
Well as some of my facebook friends will see I have my pictures up on FB decided there was no reason to hide anymore, so a big hello to everyone and thanks to all of you for your messages of support.
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Monday, June 15, 2009
Let the search begin
Well as heartless as this seems I am getting back on the horse and gonna find myself another SD bu this time I wont be lookin for love just a SD!
Ok so lots of people have been asking what happened, basically X offered me to one of his clients to help his deal along, he has never done anything like that before and I was shocked when he did suggest it. I have never felt so cheap in my life and due to that I wanted no ties in my life to him.
Now I look back on I wish I hadn't given the money and possessions back but at the time I had to do it. But at least I have no debt and I have my family that I can move back in with. I just told them I had lost my job due to recession and also that me and X had split up.
So this blog will take a new direction about my search to get my lifestyle back, I knwo I probably wont get the same amount but I am looking in the reigon of £3-£5k so keep your fingers crossed for me, unfortuantely I dont live in a big city so that makes it harder but hey ho the search will begin
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Ok so lots of people have been asking what happened, basically X offered me to one of his clients to help his deal along, he has never done anything like that before and I was shocked when he did suggest it. I have never felt so cheap in my life and due to that I wanted no ties in my life to him.
Now I look back on I wish I hadn't given the money and possessions back but at the time I had to do it. But at least I have no debt and I have my family that I can move back in with. I just told them I had lost my job due to recession and also that me and X had split up.
So this blog will take a new direction about my search to get my lifestyle back, I knwo I probably wont get the same amount but I am looking in the reigon of £3-£5k so keep your fingers crossed for me, unfortuantely I dont live in a big city so that makes it harder but hey ho the search will begin
Love
Jess Bunny
xox
Saturday, June 13, 2009
hello and goodbye really
well this is a very strange blog for me to write but I am no longer a SB, me and X have split I never saw it coming but something happened which meant that I ended our relationship due to the reason and me ending it, I transfered all my money back to him and the posessions.
Seems very strange I know but the reason for us ending meant I did not want to be tied to X for any reason. I have now moved back home and am sitting here just contemplating life I have already decided that I may look for another SD at another time btu maybe I was too spoilt by X that my sights will be too high but who knows so maybe I will be back and maybe I wont.
I hope I do as I love the little community I have built up with you guys and am still more than happy to reply to emails.
It means that this year I had a very shit birthday but my friends have tried to pick me up and izzie will always be a BFF.
Well thats all I am going to write for now as is all still a bit raw.
Love you all
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Seems very strange I know but the reason for us ending meant I did not want to be tied to X for any reason. I have now moved back home and am sitting here just contemplating life I have already decided that I may look for another SD at another time btu maybe I was too spoilt by X that my sights will be too high but who knows so maybe I will be back and maybe I wont.
I hope I do as I love the little community I have built up with you guys and am still more than happy to reply to emails.
It means that this year I had a very shit birthday but my friends have tried to pick me up and izzie will always be a BFF.
Well thats all I am going to write for now as is all still a bit raw.
Love you all
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Friday, May 22, 2009
OMG
What I am loving at the moment on TV there is an amazing programme called The Rachel Zoe priject on really which on virgin media is 267 I am not sure about sky sorry guys, anyway she has been my fave stylist since like forever and one day I am going to book her for a day and go on a major shopping spree like you wouldn't believe LOL, Thats my dream so maybe thats what X can get for me for Xmas this year.
I am also loving "the real housewives of" but infortunately for me I cant seem to get it anywhere so if anyone knows where I can buy it let me know it doesnt matter if its an american copy as I have worked out how to change my dvd player to any region. I just think its fab and soo funny!!! MMM maybe someone shoudl do a tv programme about sugar babies now that would be fun and I would defo watch it.
OK so I was asked by Tha princess "if you had a SD and he wanted something longterm, but you knew you would probably be moving far away in the next couple of months to a year, do you think you should tell your SD? Thanks" I always believe in honesty with your sd this relationship is built on trust, trusting him to provide you with what has been agreed and that you stick to what you have said, so to me yes you should tell him maybe he will be fine with it, if you know thats its going to be a year then that would make it easier as you would have a year of fun together, otherwise he could feel put out that he invests his money in you and a 3/4 months later your off, always be honest and you cant go wrong I know its a pain when you are trying to find a SD but this way you will find the best one for you.
Hope that helps and Please leave more questions so I know what more to write about as I dont want to keep repeating myself from my earlier blogs.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
I am also loving "the real housewives of" but infortunately for me I cant seem to get it anywhere so if anyone knows where I can buy it let me know it doesnt matter if its an american copy as I have worked out how to change my dvd player to any region. I just think its fab and soo funny!!! MMM maybe someone shoudl do a tv programme about sugar babies now that would be fun and I would defo watch it.
OK so I was asked by Tha princess "if you had a SD and he wanted something longterm, but you knew you would probably be moving far away in the next couple of months to a year, do you think you should tell your SD? Thanks" I always believe in honesty with your sd this relationship is built on trust, trusting him to provide you with what has been agreed and that you stick to what you have said, so to me yes you should tell him maybe he will be fine with it, if you know thats its going to be a year then that would make it easier as you would have a year of fun together, otherwise he could feel put out that he invests his money in you and a 3/4 months later your off, always be honest and you cant go wrong I know its a pain when you are trying to find a SD but this way you will find the best one for you.
Hope that helps and Please leave more questions so I know what more to write about as I dont want to keep repeating myself from my earlier blogs.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
What to write about
I know I keep on dissapearing guys and I am sorry for that, but please dont send me abusive emails its just I am running out of things to say without repeating myself, and to be honest I do have a short attention span so writing this does get a bit boring I am still working on getting through the emails though I know its taking quite a while but quite a lot of you have emailed me which I am thankfull for.
Now one thing that made me laugh is someone said my chloe bag wasnt real! LOL you would have to be pretty pathetic to think that I cant afford a chloe bag and have a big diamond ring next to, God that makes me sound so up my own ass!! but I dont put up my blog to be attacked and to be honest if you dont like what I write dont read it, I am sure other bloggers get the same but me I always take things personally.
Also another person spoke about X being married and how I should be dusgusted with myself, I would say you would be hard pushed to find a sugar daddy who isnt married, does that bother me - NO!! As harsh as that is, would I rather be lied too and think I could get married and have kids with this guy if thats what I wanted! NO!! Yes our relationship in different but it works for us, I am not looking for forgivness from any kind of god and no I dont think I am going to burn in hell, LOL
No if there is stuff you guys would like covered please write a comment as if you do it in my emails it will just go to the bottom of the pile.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxoxo
P.S Lets see how long I last blogging this time hehehe
Now one thing that made me laugh is someone said my chloe bag wasnt real! LOL you would have to be pretty pathetic to think that I cant afford a chloe bag and have a big diamond ring next to, God that makes me sound so up my own ass!! but I dont put up my blog to be attacked and to be honest if you dont like what I write dont read it, I am sure other bloggers get the same but me I always take things personally.
Also another person spoke about X being married and how I should be dusgusted with myself, I would say you would be hard pushed to find a sugar daddy who isnt married, does that bother me - NO!! As harsh as that is, would I rather be lied too and think I could get married and have kids with this guy if thats what I wanted! NO!! Yes our relationship in different but it works for us, I am not looking for forgivness from any kind of god and no I dont think I am going to burn in hell, LOL
No if there is stuff you guys would like covered please write a comment as if you do it in my emails it will just go to the bottom of the pile.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxoxo
P.S Lets see how long I last blogging this time hehehe
Monday, March 16, 2009
In my mind this is the quickest way to lose a sd
I personally do not think its a good idea to do publicity especially if the guy is married. Its the fastest way to scare him away I also think it makes the whole sd thing look sordid and wrong as newspapers write things in a way that sensationalises things now dont get me wrong I love the sunday papers especially the kiss and tell stories but this girl just looks stupid. Talking about how they dont know about each other, uuummm they do now and really if she was having that much money off them why does she feel the need to sell her story to a sunday paper.
Now some of you may say pot, kettle, black as I write this blog but there isnt really anyway that this can be traced back to X, I dont put up pictures of my face and yes you can see pics of my flat and cars on Facebook but there are not pictures that will lead anyone to X and to me X is the most important thing and if this blog in anyway hurt him I would stop.
In my mind the girls who do these things do come across as gold diggers and they may or may not be but no SD wants to be with a gold digger they want to know that you do like them for them and not just their money.
Well as I have said I finally have my facebook profile up and tend to go on their everyday and am adding pictures on their have some of my flat and my cars, would love to put up pictures of us girls but it would make things to arkward for X so cant. But I hope you all join so I can keep in touch with you, my link is on the right of this post up the top.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Oh and just click on the title of this post to go to the story I am talking about
xx
Now some of you may say pot, kettle, black as I write this blog but there isnt really anyway that this can be traced back to X, I dont put up pictures of my face and yes you can see pics of my flat and cars on Facebook but there are not pictures that will lead anyone to X and to me X is the most important thing and if this blog in anyway hurt him I would stop.
In my mind the girls who do these things do come across as gold diggers and they may or may not be but no SD wants to be with a gold digger they want to know that you do like them for them and not just their money.
Well as I have said I finally have my facebook profile up and tend to go on their everyday and am adding pictures on their have some of my flat and my cars, would love to put up pictures of us girls but it would make things to arkward for X so cant. But I hope you all join so I can keep in touch with you, my link is on the right of this post up the top.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Oh and just click on the title of this post to go to the story I am talking about
xx
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
ooh what a fun day
AAAH such a fun day today I decided to do a little shopping day with Izzie today and I am finally figuring out how to take pictures and load them quicker. So I have decided to show off some of my newest purchases.
I have bought the most amazing ring we were passing a jewellers and this was in the window it isnt a great picture as me and Izzie have had a bit of a liquid lunch well as uch as I can with my arm, now I dont know if I told you guys about this but I have my right arm in plaster as I fell over after a night out with my girls, well to be more precise I fell out of the taxi which wasnt very good but the girls have some great pictures of it lets just say the dress was over the head HAHAHAHA.
I have also bought a brand new pair of shoes from faith that were a bargin in the sales at £25 woo hoo, these are going to have to be ones I wear on sober nights out though lol as they are very thin heels and about 5" heels. And i bought my mother a chloe paddington bag ready for Mothers day on the 22nd. OOOH I cant wait I am going home for a week and going to catch up with all my friends and family woo hoo.
Well thats all for now I am off to watch the rugby as the lovely Izzie is a welsh girl and has introduced me to the wonders of men in shorts hmmm such a nice way to spend the afternoon lol.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Friday, March 13, 2009
I have joined the world of twitter and am thinking of setting up a facebook site just so I can keep in touch with you guys more easily.
Here is the link to my twitter site:
http://twitter.com/jessbunny1
Here is the link to my twitter site:
http://twitter.com/jessbunny1
Stupid cold
Uch I am thinking of booking a holiday to get away from this weather I hate waking up every day to cold and rain and it doesnt help that I have been watching "the hills" and looking at the LA sunshine is making me so jealous, maybe I should find a new SD one who lives in America so I can live the dream lol. Only joking maybe I can pesuade X to move him and his entire family to America instead that would probably be easier than trying to find a new SD with the amount of people looking for a SD.
Now for me and my shopping well the old Black card has had a hammering lately as I have had a obsession with doing out my flat I have bought a lush new white sleigh bed, I have finally found a company to do my walk in closet that used to be a extra bedroom I am not too bothered about losing a bedroom as if friends stay over then we have a blow up matress and to be honest its only the girls who stay over and they can crash in with us in our beds lol. So me and Lily will have our very own mariah carey esque wardrobe now.
I am going to have to purchase some gym equipment I am thinking of a stair master and a treadmill as all I seem to be doing lately is eating and all this eating means soon my size 12 toned figure will be expanding and thats not something I want. I like having a hourglass shape but I dont want to go out of shape.
Now I have been asked about double profiles I have seen quite a few of these and to be honest I do think it means they are fake I mean what other reason could they have, if you notice they change their age, their income, what they are offereing?, I just think its too weird why would they need 2 profiles if they weren't lying about something. Lily has actually called one person out on it and they blocked her so I think that says it all some of you may recognise him he has a bird in his picture, so I'm just saying hmmm, why block Lily when she questioned it if there was nothing bad. She did a nice em ail said she liked his profile but had more noticed he had more than one.
Take from that what you will.
Oh it feels so good to be back and I do have some exciting news someone has approached me about doing a book, but I dont want to do one that is a guide so I may write one in a chick lit style thats the kind of stuff I love reading so who knows, I'll have to mull that one over. But I am reading "chasing harry winston" at the moment and to be honest its a bit of a dissapointment I have read the other 2 books its from the author of "A devil wears prada" and its just not the same. But then who knows if I can do any better LOL.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxoxoxo
Now for me and my shopping well the old Black card has had a hammering lately as I have had a obsession with doing out my flat I have bought a lush new white sleigh bed, I have finally found a company to do my walk in closet that used to be a extra bedroom I am not too bothered about losing a bedroom as if friends stay over then we have a blow up matress and to be honest its only the girls who stay over and they can crash in with us in our beds lol. So me and Lily will have our very own mariah carey esque wardrobe now.
I am going to have to purchase some gym equipment I am thinking of a stair master and a treadmill as all I seem to be doing lately is eating and all this eating means soon my size 12 toned figure will be expanding and thats not something I want. I like having a hourglass shape but I dont want to go out of shape.
Now I have been asked about double profiles I have seen quite a few of these and to be honest I do think it means they are fake I mean what other reason could they have, if you notice they change their age, their income, what they are offereing?, I just think its too weird why would they need 2 profiles if they weren't lying about something. Lily has actually called one person out on it and they blocked her so I think that says it all some of you may recognise him he has a bird in his picture, so I'm just saying hmmm, why block Lily when she questioned it if there was nothing bad. She did a nice em ail said she liked his profile but had more noticed he had more than one.
Take from that what you will.
Oh it feels so good to be back and I do have some exciting news someone has approached me about doing a book, but I dont want to do one that is a guide so I may write one in a chick lit style thats the kind of stuff I love reading so who knows, I'll have to mull that one over. But I am reading "chasing harry winston" at the moment and to be honest its a bit of a dissapointment I have read the other 2 books its from the author of "A devil wears prada" and its just not the same. But then who knows if I can do any better LOL.
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxoxoxo
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Lilly has some dates
OMG I am soo exicted Lily has 2 dates coming up on with a guy from sugardaddie.com another with a guy she met on SA.com, it so exciting I get to live my sugarbaby life through her again. The first guy she has a date with is a hedge fund manager the second guy is a judge. So both a very much loaded the judge we have googled a great tool in my eyes and how the hell did we SD date before it became available, as if he isnt googable then he isnt worth it LOL.
So both guys have residences in London, but the Judge lives in the country and comes to London to work which would be more fun, both guys are attractive and very distingushed looking though it does have to say Hedge man is a little tubby but then Lily has always been more about the guy than the looks. Even when she was in school she dated different types from the Jock to the goth she dated them all. Now I have been reading up on some other blogs that are around and I have to say I am quite shocked at the amoun of girls who write that they dont fancie they guy but they will keep him as a option, this is dangerous territory for me and I personally feel when you dont fancie the guy it is more about the money than the guy, then that is when you should consider yourself a courtesan rather than a sb.
I am sorry if that comes across as judgemental but ladies please rememeber what the difference is between these 2 things, for me a sb has always got to be attracted to the man first and for me and my friends we have always said we would date our sd's even if they were broke. To me if you can't say that about a prospective SD then you should just walk away.
Now back to Lils dates, she is supposed to have her date with Hedge sometime next week but it all depends on whether or not he has the time, and Judge is supposed to be the week after. Lily prefers Hedge more thats why she has chosen him as her first date and if there are no sparks then she has Judge who she likes to fall back on.
Very exciting and we are going to go to the shops to buy an outfit for each date so will update you more on that at the time.
I'll probably get back to stuff thats goign on in my life and my shopping adventures have just been wanting to catch up but thanks so much for the lovely emails I received yesterday, and as I said any topics you want covered please just leave a comment and I will get round to it
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
So both guys have residences in London, but the Judge lives in the country and comes to London to work which would be more fun, both guys are attractive and very distingushed looking though it does have to say Hedge man is a little tubby but then Lily has always been more about the guy than the looks. Even when she was in school she dated different types from the Jock to the goth she dated them all. Now I have been reading up on some other blogs that are around and I have to say I am quite shocked at the amoun of girls who write that they dont fancie they guy but they will keep him as a option, this is dangerous territory for me and I personally feel when you dont fancie the guy it is more about the money than the guy, then that is when you should consider yourself a courtesan rather than a sb.
I am sorry if that comes across as judgemental but ladies please rememeber what the difference is between these 2 things, for me a sb has always got to be attracted to the man first and for me and my friends we have always said we would date our sd's even if they were broke. To me if you can't say that about a prospective SD then you should just walk away.
Now back to Lils dates, she is supposed to have her date with Hedge sometime next week but it all depends on whether or not he has the time, and Judge is supposed to be the week after. Lily prefers Hedge more thats why she has chosen him as her first date and if there are no sparks then she has Judge who she likes to fall back on.
Very exciting and we are going to go to the shops to buy an outfit for each date so will update you more on that at the time.
I'll probably get back to stuff thats goign on in my life and my shopping adventures have just been wanting to catch up but thanks so much for the lovely emails I received yesterday, and as I said any topics you want covered please just leave a comment and I will get round to it
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
A few myths busted
Hi everyone,
Sorry everyone I have been gone for a while I have gotten out of the habit of sitting down and writing in the blog, but I do promise I am going to try and get back into the habit.
I have recieved loads of emails though and have been working my way through them so If I havent replied yet I am sorry but I am trying to get through them.
Now first of all the main myth I have been getting is that the recession means you should be lowering your expectation. Okay now really girls the recession isnt going to hit the guys who can afford to be sugardaddies, yes it means they will tighten their belts but if you were looking for a £10k allowance you wouldnt have been looking for a guy who would have been paying it out if his allowance. Yes X is having a hard time with the credit crunch, but he was never the kind of guy whose wealth all depended on one factor, yes some of his shares has plummeted and his houses aren't worth so much, but he still has funds spread out and stuff like that. Now if your looking for a £1-£3k allowance I still think although his stability may be affected you have to remember these guys who want to be sd are cash rich, time poor guys, they don't have the time to spend their wages.
I personally think the problem is with the credit crunch a lot more girls are thinking about doing it. I noticed in America tyra Banks has done a show on it, more and more women are jumping into the race. So now more than ever you ladies have to be slow and steady.
Secondly a few of you have emailed saying that a guy you have chatted with has told you how he does a search on all his prospective sb's and how on some of them he has found listing for erotic services on craiglist and blah de blah. This is utter crap, one firstly he would need to pay for these kind of background checks, secondly he would need a lot more information than just your name and you picture to do these.
Now whether this is the same man or different men they are just trying to scare you and make you believe they are more powerful than they are. I mean firstly if you had put your picture up for escort services would you have used your real name, secondly its none of his god damn business if you have, what you or he have done in your past is none of each others business unless you want to share it.
The kind of background check that would need to be done to find these sort of things in the hundreds if not thousands of adverts across the internet would not only be very expensive but would also only really be needed to be preformed if you were dating in the open, which 9 times out of 10 you aren't when you are a sb.
Right well ladies or gentlemen if they vare any topics you would like covered just let me know in the comments box.
And any emails send them to jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Sorry everyone I have been gone for a while I have gotten out of the habit of sitting down and writing in the blog, but I do promise I am going to try and get back into the habit.
I have recieved loads of emails though and have been working my way through them so If I havent replied yet I am sorry but I am trying to get through them.
Now first of all the main myth I have been getting is that the recession means you should be lowering your expectation. Okay now really girls the recession isnt going to hit the guys who can afford to be sugardaddies, yes it means they will tighten their belts but if you were looking for a £10k allowance you wouldnt have been looking for a guy who would have been paying it out if his allowance. Yes X is having a hard time with the credit crunch, but he was never the kind of guy whose wealth all depended on one factor, yes some of his shares has plummeted and his houses aren't worth so much, but he still has funds spread out and stuff like that. Now if your looking for a £1-£3k allowance I still think although his stability may be affected you have to remember these guys who want to be sd are cash rich, time poor guys, they don't have the time to spend their wages.
I personally think the problem is with the credit crunch a lot more girls are thinking about doing it. I noticed in America tyra Banks has done a show on it, more and more women are jumping into the race. So now more than ever you ladies have to be slow and steady.
Secondly a few of you have emailed saying that a guy you have chatted with has told you how he does a search on all his prospective sb's and how on some of them he has found listing for erotic services on craiglist and blah de blah. This is utter crap, one firstly he would need to pay for these kind of background checks, secondly he would need a lot more information than just your name and you picture to do these.
Now whether this is the same man or different men they are just trying to scare you and make you believe they are more powerful than they are. I mean firstly if you had put your picture up for escort services would you have used your real name, secondly its none of his god damn business if you have, what you or he have done in your past is none of each others business unless you want to share it.
The kind of background check that would need to be done to find these sort of things in the hundreds if not thousands of adverts across the internet would not only be very expensive but would also only really be needed to be preformed if you were dating in the open, which 9 times out of 10 you aren't when you are a sb.
Right well ladies or gentlemen if they vare any topics you would like covered just let me know in the comments box.
And any emails send them to jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Profiles and emails
OK I have had a couple of ladies ask me my thoughts on premium mebership, remember ladies its not just that you will be higher in the viewing you can also so who has looked at you and favourited you which in my experience is great you will not only be able to see who is too shy to contact you, but what kind of guys your profile is attracting, it only cost $20 for 30 days so I think for the first 30 days it will give you a good overall view of what your profile is saying about you.
Now from the emails I have been receiving I would say most of you girls are doing your profiles wrong and rather than coming across as intelligent which you are trying to do you are coming across as concieted and arrogant. Yes its great if your in school and by all means mention that, but dont let theat be all there is too you, great you have a brain but dont ram that down his throat.
In your emails to them especially if you are doing the first email dont just chuck a load of information about how great you are to them and all about your interests, leave him find this out or give a little but not everything.
In pictures I would say use all 3 available pictures one a face close up, and 2 full length one dressed up for a night on the town another more casual daytime look, let them see what they will be getting on their arm, if they are lucky enough to be chose by you.
Hope this helps a bit ladies, and keep sending your emails to jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
I am loving getting them
Jess
xoxo
Now from the emails I have been receiving I would say most of you girls are doing your profiles wrong and rather than coming across as intelligent which you are trying to do you are coming across as concieted and arrogant. Yes its great if your in school and by all means mention that, but dont let theat be all there is too you, great you have a brain but dont ram that down his throat.
In your emails to them especially if you are doing the first email dont just chuck a load of information about how great you are to them and all about your interests, leave him find this out or give a little but not everything.
In pictures I would say use all 3 available pictures one a face close up, and 2 full length one dressed up for a night on the town another more casual daytime look, let them see what they will be getting on their arm, if they are lucky enough to be chose by you.
Hope this helps a bit ladies, and keep sending your emails to jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
I am loving getting them
Jess
xoxo
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
A late Xmas
Oh such a lovely few days me and X finally had our Christmas, though we had to have chicken rather than turkey hehehe!
After much dileberating I decided to buy X a piece of the rainforest and bought him 10 acres at £50 each, now with the guy who has everything you have to be more creative and I always go on at him about recycling and not using so much paper so this was good as he knew I had put some thought into it as well. And its like our own insider joke. I also had a chef come in to prepare the food for us, as I am not the greatest cook so didn't want one of my presents to be food poisoning hehehe.
My presents well I had a new apple macbook as I love technology at the moment, a load of Marilyn monroe dvds and a classic Andy warhol style picture of myself. My best present though was a eternity ring with "forever and always" engraved in it.
Now one of the most common emails I have had since I set up my email address is that it hasn't happened yep and it's been a month, trust me ladies it will take time to meet your sugardaddy and you probably will have to go through the bad ones to get to a good one, but as I have always said don't have sex on the first date, to me this is what the fakes want. Just go for lunch and dinner for a chat so you know if there is any point of continuing, he may be for real but most men will be put off if you jump into bed straight away. The real sugar daddys aren't looking for one night stands but for something that they are receiving at the moment companionship, yes sex is a big part but it's not everything.
Jess
xoxox
After much dileberating I decided to buy X a piece of the rainforest and bought him 10 acres at £50 each, now with the guy who has everything you have to be more creative and I always go on at him about recycling and not using so much paper so this was good as he knew I had put some thought into it as well. And its like our own insider joke. I also had a chef come in to prepare the food for us, as I am not the greatest cook so didn't want one of my presents to be food poisoning hehehe.
My presents well I had a new apple macbook as I love technology at the moment, a load of Marilyn monroe dvds and a classic Andy warhol style picture of myself. My best present though was a eternity ring with "forever and always" engraved in it.
Now one of the most common emails I have had since I set up my email address is that it hasn't happened yep and it's been a month, trust me ladies it will take time to meet your sugardaddy and you probably will have to go through the bad ones to get to a good one, but as I have always said don't have sex on the first date, to me this is what the fakes want. Just go for lunch and dinner for a chat so you know if there is any point of continuing, he may be for real but most men will be put off if you jump into bed straight away. The real sugar daddys aren't looking for one night stands but for something that they are receiving at the moment companionship, yes sex is a big part but it's not everything.
Jess
xoxox
Monday, January 26, 2009
Good point
Some one made a good comment in a rude way today
"You are such a dumb nut!! Are you aware of the recession? and i bet u dont have 100K cash in the bank. If something was to happen to ur SD(god forbidd) Are u the beneficiary can u still keep the Black Card ummm..didnt think so."
Notice how they didn't leave their name or anything - suprise!
I do actually have savings of over 600k spread across bank accounts in switzerland, which X sorted out for me and every so often I make another deposit in them. Also the flat is now in my name along with all my jewellery. I was very aware one of the first things I should do was to save as I had no idea how long this would last was to puy away a small amount each month from my monthly allowance, this is why I say that no bills and such should be put into your name, so that they allowance you have is for yourself and if the agreement ends you do not want bills in your name.
It always makes me laugh when people talk like I dont realise what is going on with the world, I have friends and family and coming from a small town it is affecting them. At the moment I am paying my sisters rent from my "faboulosly paid job". my fmaily think I have I send money to my parents and at them moment out of the money I recieve I am also covering Lily's expenses whilst she is in London. So yes whilst this blog does mostly cover all the great things along with some advice Please don't leave stupid comments about what I do. It always makes me laugh that the people who do, don't leave their names or anything!
Jess Bunny
xoxox
"You are such a dumb nut!! Are you aware of the recession? and i bet u dont have 100K cash in the bank. If something was to happen to ur SD(god forbidd) Are u the beneficiary can u still keep the Black Card ummm..didnt think so."
Notice how they didn't leave their name or anything - suprise!
I do actually have savings of over 600k spread across bank accounts in switzerland, which X sorted out for me and every so often I make another deposit in them. Also the flat is now in my name along with all my jewellery. I was very aware one of the first things I should do was to save as I had no idea how long this would last was to puy away a small amount each month from my monthly allowance, this is why I say that no bills and such should be put into your name, so that they allowance you have is for yourself and if the agreement ends you do not want bills in your name.
It always makes me laugh when people talk like I dont realise what is going on with the world, I have friends and family and coming from a small town it is affecting them. At the moment I am paying my sisters rent from my "faboulosly paid job". my fmaily think I have I send money to my parents and at them moment out of the money I recieve I am also covering Lily's expenses whilst she is in London. So yes whilst this blog does mostly cover all the great things along with some advice Please don't leave stupid comments about what I do. It always makes me laugh that the people who do, don't leave their names or anything!
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I couldnt be bothered with shopping until today
And now I have been a bad girl and gone a little overboard HAHAHA!
Me and online shopping are like the devil when we get together, but god it was so worth it. I have bought myself one of those power plate machines, you know those things that vibrate well I am on my little health fix and on this you just have to stand on it in different positions and boom its great!!!
But apart from that as you girls all know I have a little problem with the high street and well me and River Island havent been friends for a few months since Leigh and well know I have spent over £3000 but guys I do have over 60 items coming to me so that isnt bad, now I am not one of those girls who buys a new wardrobe for every season but once I started I just couldn't stop also some are for my best mate Lily who has a few SD dates coming up which is all from the adverts we put up for her which is fun.
Lily obviously stopped looking when Leigh died but now well as heartless as it sounds life has to go on, and Leigh was the biggest believer in that. And well also he loved hearing about our crazy life in London. I got asked in a comment was asking £5-£10k a bit optomistic in this current climate, well no not when you aren't looking at guys whose net worth is small and would be based on his annual salary. I think in this current time if you are looking for a big monthly allowance then it is going to have to be a guy whose net worth is £50 million plus. And who wont have to depend on their annual salary for your allowance
As much as this sounds really stupid and really calculated do you think the guys aren't going for the prettiest, the girls with the biggest boobs. These sites let you be really direct and if you aren't looking for love you just want fun with a guy who you like that can give you a good life for however long you last the treat it a bit like a business venture and aim for the best. Its just like fishing you just need to have the right bait.
So anyway back to the clothes well I bought so much that my wardrobes are now at bursting point so me and Lily are going to have the 3rd bedroom of my flat made into a walk in wardrobe/dressing room you know like the ones starts have so if anyone knows of any companys that do these please let me know.
Its so good to be back guys Oh and I have also set up a hotmail account so you can email me privately with any questions?
jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Me and online shopping are like the devil when we get together, but god it was so worth it. I have bought myself one of those power plate machines, you know those things that vibrate well I am on my little health fix and on this you just have to stand on it in different positions and boom its great!!!
But apart from that as you girls all know I have a little problem with the high street and well me and River Island havent been friends for a few months since Leigh and well know I have spent over £3000 but guys I do have over 60 items coming to me so that isnt bad, now I am not one of those girls who buys a new wardrobe for every season but once I started I just couldn't stop also some are for my best mate Lily who has a few SD dates coming up which is all from the adverts we put up for her which is fun.
Lily obviously stopped looking when Leigh died but now well as heartless as it sounds life has to go on, and Leigh was the biggest believer in that. And well also he loved hearing about our crazy life in London. I got asked in a comment was asking £5-£10k a bit optomistic in this current climate, well no not when you aren't looking at guys whose net worth is small and would be based on his annual salary. I think in this current time if you are looking for a big monthly allowance then it is going to have to be a guy whose net worth is £50 million plus. And who wont have to depend on their annual salary for your allowance
As much as this sounds really stupid and really calculated do you think the guys aren't going for the prettiest, the girls with the biggest boobs. These sites let you be really direct and if you aren't looking for love you just want fun with a guy who you like that can give you a good life for however long you last the treat it a bit like a business venture and aim for the best. Its just like fishing you just need to have the right bait.
So anyway back to the clothes well I bought so much that my wardrobes are now at bursting point so me and Lily are going to have the 3rd bedroom of my flat made into a walk in wardrobe/dressing room you know like the ones starts have so if anyone knows of any companys that do these please let me know.
Its so good to be back guys Oh and I have also set up a hotmail account so you can email me privately with any questions?
jessbunny1@hotmail.co.uk
Love
Jess Bunny
xoxox
Monday, January 12, 2009
Why I have been away for so long
Hi everyone,
I know I have been away for a long time but since my last post I had a awful thing happen. My amazing best mate from back home was knocked down and killed by a drunk driver, as you can imagine this devestated me. I had known Leigh since I was 4 months old and he was like a brother to me so it was like losing a member of my family.
I went home as soon as I heard and stayed for a week for the funeral and to be with his family and mine. X was amazing throughout this time and arranged for me to get a helicopter to my town as it would take a while to get there.
I have been back for quite a while umm, but I havent really done anything and was not in the right frame of mind to be blogging and although it still hurts I know I have to live every day like its my last as you don't know what is round the corner. My girls have been rallying round me as has X and the only good thing to come out of it is that he has seen me at my worst and is still here LOL. Trust me the snotty nose was running from all the crying :)
As you can imagine our Xmas was put on hold so we are going to celebrate its this month using the same dates just obvisouly a month later. So that is something to look forward to.
So hopefully 2009 will be a hell of a lot better.
Love
Jess Bunny
xxx
I know I have been away for a long time but since my last post I had a awful thing happen. My amazing best mate from back home was knocked down and killed by a drunk driver, as you can imagine this devestated me. I had known Leigh since I was 4 months old and he was like a brother to me so it was like losing a member of my family.
I went home as soon as I heard and stayed for a week for the funeral and to be with his family and mine. X was amazing throughout this time and arranged for me to get a helicopter to my town as it would take a while to get there.
I have been back for quite a while umm, but I havent really done anything and was not in the right frame of mind to be blogging and although it still hurts I know I have to live every day like its my last as you don't know what is round the corner. My girls have been rallying round me as has X and the only good thing to come out of it is that he has seen me at my worst and is still here LOL. Trust me the snotty nose was running from all the crying :)
As you can imagine our Xmas was put on hold so we are going to celebrate its this month using the same dates just obvisouly a month later. So that is something to look forward to.
So hopefully 2009 will be a hell of a lot better.
Love
Jess Bunny
xxx
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